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[PnP].MatchServer. 144.140.154.51:31337 |
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[PnP] Duel Server 144.140.154.51:21270 |
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PantheonES.com #oztf 144.140.154.51:21370 |
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| Map: tc_hydro |
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iPGN TeamFortress #1 210.50.4.11:27506 |
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Scorched Earth 2 - Xtra TF 203.96.92.69:27500 |
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| Giving the nameless a name... |  | 11-Sep-2004 17:06:50 | ||
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| Since moving into the new pad in the city I've had to make some neighborly adjustments. Instead of living next door to the Asian family with boarded windows and 30+ living in it, plus i think its growing as they dig deep down into the earth expanding their immigrant empire so the numbers could be huge like zion...anyways, now in the city I live next to this 5 story abandoned building which is home to the homeless. A couple weeks ago I heard a rucus outside. I went to the window and almost shit my pants. There was about 12 aboriginals sitting on the pavement throwing stones at the building. I didn't know what to do besides call the cops but thought that was just a cop out. Then it clicked.... I'm [PnP]. I quickly ran down the 2 flights of stairs, put my shoes on and entered the reality server. Now I don't know how many other super geeks there out there like me who would confront a pack of aboriginals so put that in your scaredy pants basket and step aside for the real man in town before you pull out any knife blazing shit again. I open the door. I walk outside. I look across the street. There they are. Paint filled containers under the shirts. Laughing at each other. The shananigans stopped as they felt my presence coming towards them. They knew something was wrong. I walked through the pack. Internally fearing death but at the point where my fear turns into psychotic rage. As I walked across the road I stared each in the eye without a single facial flinch or energetic switch. They knew they were walking with a master they didn't recognise. I wanted to kill them. I fucking hate living in fear of shit like this. Rat pack bullshit. I switched through my available weapons. All I had was a gas grenade and a switch blade. Since I've grown up with a father that lives on the streets I know what its like to be in the slumps. I didn't want to pull them down because it just aggrivates and amplifies the situation. I put the weapons away. I walked back across the street. All eyes on me. "What's he gonna do?" they were thinking. I felt like I was in such a bind. If I asked them to go they wouldn't respect me. If I said I'm calling the cops from my window. It would have been my windows their next target. I decided the best plan of attack would be to display psychotic behaviour beyond comprehension. My target? Bins and Trees. I start punching the trees. I run and jump kick a line of wheely bins propelling them all over the place. I scream out at the top of my lungs "AAAAAAAHHHHHHH FUCCKKKKKKK" as I'm punching myself in the head. There was some serious bottled away in the cupboard energy coming out of me. I look to see what the situation is with the street kids. Most of them had run off. 5 were left. 1 of them started approaching me mid-flight saying "Man, are you alright?". I couldn't believe it. He was concerned. I reply "Yeah man, I'm just fucken pissed off, you ever get angry sometimes?". He starts laughing in my face... "Your BEAMING!!" he says...big eyes poking out of his dark face. "Your beaming!" "wtf?" I say "what is beaming?" - obviously some street kid term I suggest to myself. I wanted to express my hatred towards this fella but it was like something happened. There was no more anger left to give. I look over at a couple of the other fellas also with concerned looks in their eyes. Somehow all this started out as being a possible mass street kid masacre out the front of my house turned into unlikely strangers becoming friends in the night. I told them my situation... I said "Look guys, its important for me to keep my concentration when I'm playing defense in Teamfortress and if a rock comes through my window ever you can expect a rocket in your arse. I've got the best POV up here to fucking rape your arse." They nodded. Jaws dropped. I knew they understood where I was coming from. As I said, I didn't want to pull them down because I know how it doesn't make sense to try and rip someone apart who's already in a bad way so I decided to give em something to look forward to in life...some sort of ambition.. I said "When I was in year 10 I had nothing go for me in life. I'd goto school embarassed about the loaf of bread I was given by my father too short changed from alcohol to give me spreads on it. I'd tell the fellas at school that I made my own lunch and its what I wanted but deep inside I felt like the poor boy amidst the princes. My whole life was a facade. I hated it. Sick of people looking down on me like some sort of nobody. I decided to invert myself in digital reality. I started a clan. I thought 'this is going to be something that nobody is ever going to look down apon' and then [PnP]Messiah was born". Today I went into the building because I've been talking to some of the local businesses here who are wanting to get it demolished because now they are grafitting cars and shit and so I knew I needed to have another chat. There was only 2 people inside. I sat dowwn with this young fella who kinda reminded me of me and I gave him an ultimatum. I said "Look man, I've worked my shit out and now I have [PnP] next to my name. If you clean your act up in a couple years you could be in PnP too." I saw a twinkle in his eye. I have a feeling times are changing... | ||||
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cp_well : 5 : 0 [Comment]i solid effort by our guys | ||
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