Actually...as soon as I'd taken the picture Ross made some comment about 'could i be any more full of myself on the pnp site' in which i replied 'probably, the ego takes constant cultivation' or something to that nature. So infact, Ross is not the dedicated loyal PnP fan I hoped he would be considering he is now by default one of his fans. You know it hurts to get shot down Ross?

Here I am lifting up a fellow TFian up on my shoulders meanwhile I've got the same guy pulling the rope tight around my legs so I fall over...

This picture of Ross capping the flag is the only picture with a flag capture in it.

What if its true... what if my whole happy existance revolves around the idea that I'm [PnP]Messiah and I've got nothing else going for me except this idea of Teamfortress? The whole 'shoot-the-tall-one-down' is such a common theme in life. Its so pre-historic era before humans were intelligent enough to figure out we are on the same planet.

So go on, continue to mock and pull down the ones who stand up and make a go for it. Whats going to happen? They'll just go "fuck it, where's the place to be where I'm going to be encouraged for my strengths?" And that'll be the last you'll see of those people...

That'd be the response anyways from someone other then Me. You could fully armour up a team of soldiers pre-priming all your gren1's at once and try and take me down and it wouldn't do shit because I am the man. I'm the man in TF and I'm the man in Real Life. Sure, I probably wouldn't say "I'm the man" unless you knew me well enough to take it so that you realise I'm not just talking it up because I'm a wanker but you'd see that I do it because its fun. Majority of the world walk around being down on themselves myself included in the past and I've found a way to pick myself up and others in the process. You can consider my talking it up a balancing out process I need to go through for the years I've looked down on myself harder then you can imagine. I've got a darkside most of you would cringe at and might make you feel so bad you'd give me a lifetime pass to talk it up however which way I fucken choose to.

So umm.... ching chika ching... thats the sound of insults being deflected by the infinite candle power of the light emanating from my heart.

fuck you're a loser haha

We might survive as brothers yeah...
or perish here as fools...

Go place your bets...don't bet too soon

I know you really don't mean that unnamed friend because if you did it would mean some serious inner turmoil like the walls closing in around your heart. I mean, seriously if you were really serious about these loser judgements, man what a harsh reality that would be.

Imagine if God were like you and judged us all by a miniscule fraction of who we really are...like text on a screen.

Dude seriously you're wasting your time trying to knock me down. You better catch the next ticket outta here before you look like a clown. You know nobody likes to see an unnamed fella with a frown. Man you're messing with the dude who's the king of the town. I can run circles around you round and round and round...

HAHAHHAHA

I aint no loser because the dude handing out the winner trophies is me. Get it?

No. Messiah, you ARE a loser.

How dare you categorize yourself as a god of TF. You don’t even stand in the same ball park as legends such as mini, twat, sin, cann, even RB. It's highly amusing to hear your geeky voice on the transcript with yourself and RB. Perhaps your real life is so fucked up beyond repair you must resort to constant reassurance via your holier than thou attitude. Perhaps your "fan base" wasn't as big as you thought? Perhaps it doesn't exist at all? Go crawl back in your dark hole and stop acting like a bitch just because your existence is cold, desolate, despairing nothingness. You, Messiah, are just another dickhead digging pnp's reputation further into the ground.

Fuck you.

That unnamed loser was just a skinny tryhard curry wannabe american gangsta from another country known as Wolverine. Don't worry, he'll always have to pay to get his end wet.

p.s I'm glad I made you laugh

Sometimes reaching out to you super negative dudes is like trying to filter oil through coffee filters. Impossible. See what I'm sayin? Sure at first there's a part of me that goes "oh fuck, this guy thinks I'm a loser" but with enough meditation I come out the other side feeling like I've made a connection. Tonight I'll be sleeping with thoughts going through my head such as "Wow, today some fella too afraid to display his real name came out and spoke a few words to me - but at least he's building up the courage to express himself". I'll also be thinking "man some dudes out there tonight will think I'm such a wankshaft cockspanker living his dreams through the internet" but the contrasting thought is "yeah I rock because I'm learning to let go of giving a shit what people think of me even if I know their gonna think negative shit about me".

You can learn from me unnamed friend. I can be your teacher.

Minbari, ewat, Sinister, Cannibal and RainBringer, yes its true they are all ledgends, but comon, compared to Messiah? Its like chalk and cheese. hehehhe

Matyr you are almost right you just gotta invert everything you said. Switch the polarities around. Turn those thoughts upside down. Become a healer not a matyr. People will listen to you more.

When it comes down it fellow tf brother, when the shit truly hits the fan...when the floods start happening...do people flock to the ones putting holes in their own ship? Nah, they come to the ones who have got their shit nailed tightly. Hence why you're reading this post right now.

On the topic of dark holes... In my last life I was infact a blackhole. In an intense psychedelic experience one night it all became clear to me. But I am here now on earth to invert myself. To become a beaming star. I have learnt the ways of infinite and eternal energy suckage and now I bring these benefits to you through this black website with white text. Can you feel it? The light wanting to break free through the bonds of darkness?

Mart, you're a dumbcunt. werd. You have aim, but no map skill + teamplay. How does that make you good at tf?? It doesn't.

Get a life fag.

Messiah is a champ, even if the name is a little miss-leading :)

chalk and chesse, as in they're legends, and your nothing... am i right?

messiah how about we meet in real life, ill fucken stab you cunt. youre fucked I'M GONNA FUCKEN KILL YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKER. YOU STUPID FUCKING CUNT ILL FUCKENSDFHESAFHWEHFESEOFIUHSEAHNDKFOJSHDFKOJSHIUGFSHGUISHG

Rofl man. Don't you remember what happened when they crucified Jesus? Their frikken temple split apart and shit. And Jesus was just the Son of God. I'm God Incarnate biatch. Your heart will split apart like an atom bomb for eternity and ever peice of what explodes from it will also explode like an atom bomb for eternity if you try and fuck with me. And while the rest of the universe is coming back together into Unity you'll be splitting off on your own into infinite bullshit nameless existance while I'm sitting in my kingdom being sucked by 100,000 chicks at once. Chew on that keyboard masher.

bahaha knives...bahah stabbing...bahaha whatever else you got comin. I'm a frikken predator with fingers that can type at +300 wpm. I don't even type in qwerty.

Yeah yeah Al. You're smarter then you think. Through my nothingness I become everything and just own you by default. rofl.

I love u guys. If I ever need to feel better about myself I, oh wait I never feel bad about myself... nevermind, it's all good! It's so sad when shitcunts (not just Ross, but he has now included himself) start talkin about blades and stabbing etc. It just shows that either :

a) They have no clue of or appreciation for the reality of edged weapon fighting etc and are just wankers talking out their orifice of sexual preference (yes, their ass)... get a life, preferably your own, and try to experience atleast a little bit of living before someone inevitably bitch-smacks the fuck out of you for being so YOU!

b) They have a strange kind of humour, in which case they should be laughed at then quickly moved away from

c) They were held too little by their mother and father

d) They were held too much by their mother and especially their father

e) I should stop typing now because I am gaining too many internet loser points and will soon exceed the quota

Sifn't Messiah isn't the shit... I mean c'mon, how can u not appreciate the jedi/stoner voice of his in the recordings regardless of whether or not he owns like Cann or good ol Vlad etc. *drool* oooh Vlad. And atleast it gives me something to read etc when I get online, and isn't my entertainment THE most important thing ever?!?

And even if after all is said and done TF as we know it dies in the ass and stops being played it will always live on in the hearts and minds of the true fans/addicts, and in some cases some hairy-palms too but that's to be expected.

* NiNjA-BoT tries to resist being an internet lamer but the power is too great... Internet 1 : NiNjA-BoT 0

Ciao y'all... NiNjA-BoT (was there anyone MORE addicted to TF on the spammy, oops i mean cammy, server in the late 90's, other than maybe Mess?)

Meh, chopped the name. My bad! For those who care (me) it read 'NiNjA-BoT (the original, and almost the lamest)'. Sharing is caring, and sometimes sharing is just playing with oneself. I'll let you decide which it is in this case. Hint : The name before it was chopped!

mess is a tosser. enough said.

bahahahhah you fucking crack me up NiNjA-BoT.

I'm going to hold strong that Ross does infact just have sick humour and I am walking backwards very cautiously.

No '@'. I toss. I am not a tosser. Now I've gotta delve into my bag of tricks again to give you a lesson friend because you need it. don't associate yourself as being a tosser. because that does not encapsulate the fullness of the being you are. Try to change it from "i am a tosser" to "I am tossing". What this does is it takes away the eternal judgement of yourself as being a 'tosser' and instead you begin to describe the experience you are having in the moment which is 'tossing'.

When you give yourself an eternal definition such as 'tosser' or 'wanker' or 'nameless-cockshaft-with-no-confidence-to-actually-say-anything-with-integrity', your closing yourself down to the opportunity to change. Whereas when you give yourself a present description of this current moment you're allowing space for change to occur in the next moment. So maybe instead of the dribble in the back of your mind being filled with 'tosser tosser tosser" you will start going "I'm tossing, I'm tfing, I'm tossing, i'm ircing".

Its like when I'm consulting people on how to give up smoking or any addiction. The first step is to start changing the labels you associate with. The enormous shift that follows from changing the language you use to identify with yourself is staggering. So from now on unnamed friends, when posting at PnP site even if you must use anonymous nicks, don't see it as permanent. Say to yourself "I am posting as unnamed because I'm scared at the moment, but this may change in the future" and one day, you will be like NiNjA-BoT who has respect for himself and his name! Rock on!!!!!!!

bahahaha fuck that is all hilarious.

Come one, come all to the PnP show!

MESS I AM YOUR FATHER!

No, it can't be! but could it be you...you are.... the ultimate....... slappa!!


is it really you..... Fatherslap?




Internet: 101 [PnP]:Messiah: 3

if you want a cool candle light avatar to go with that i have made one.
pm me :D

LOL

Mess types a lot. God damn.

How about... free cupcakes for everyone.

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